The Game Begins

Oh my.... Today is the 1st day of my 2nd semester! I still can't get over the holiday mood, I think this will go until CNY is over... hahahaaha....(everyone does, right?)
Well actually yesterday I already went into UUM for check in, I was blow away by my room condition~~~~
Man, it was like in hell, my cupboard was gone! GONE! Just left 2 horrible and spoil cupboards! Then the room was like 180' turn over and many of our things had been change by some evil guys.... So horrible and it makes me nearly cry... T__T
Finally my room mate came and together we put in all we have to make the room back to the way it should be. Then the evening arrived when we finish cleaning up all our room and putting all the things in position. We were so happy to see the out come. It is better than the one we had during sem 1. wowowowowoooo~~~~
Then the next day I attend my co-curriculum during the afternoon.
I joined choir and I was told that there will be lots of Malay joining and very few Chinese but it turn out to be the other way. The music teacher was great and friendly, I hope I'll enjoy my time there.
So this is semester 2 and this game aren't going to be easy. I'll try my best to fight for what I'm going to face and out shine those who look down on me, make those who support me proud of me. I can make it through the rain as I always does! Yeah baby!
Until next time, this is Tyler signing out, see ya!

te amo para siempre~~~

Busy Holiday @_@

Well, as you all know end of the year should be our holiday and time for us to relax!
My doesn't turn out to be very relaxing as I have so many things to busy with till I didn't realise I still left few more days before my holiday ends.... Goshhhhhhhhh
I still have so much things I want to do and want to enjoy more....
I don't want to go back to the jungle so fast....
Let's see, summary of this holiday, well it starts with the ten days English course back in UUM, 1/3 of the holiday been taken by this course but luckily I enjoy it very much. haha ^^
Well after that follow by 2 wedding dinners I think is like my 6 or 7 times I go for this kind of dinner this year alone!
Without wasting anytime I had join a camp named Youth For Christ! Again it turn out to be wonderful, I get to know some new friends and do enjoy a lot!
Then I plan going for a another music camp but I change my mind cause I'm too tired to continue.... so one day rest after that go to sing K in RedBox! wow~ wow~ wow~
Then go outing we Ling and LiWei to book an apartment for the up coming apartment stay but turn out to be a disappointment 'cause there's no room leave for us to book.... T___T
But hope till alive, miracle came and I get to book one apartment in Krystal Suites!
Well the next few days was busy about another gathering with my Form 5 friends...
Then we celebrated LiWei's birthday in BJ KFC....swt -_-!!!
haha... XD XD XD
And the day before that I was preparing my favorite soya bean jelly for my Grandma's birthday on Thursday... Then the day come and is like a family reunion party. So great to see all my family members again, so long didn't have this kind of reunion and I eat alot that night.... FULL!!!!
Friday was the day I went out with my friend from UTM, he gives me a feeling that he changed but I just can't tell what he had changed.... or maybe I'm the one who has change!~_~
Yesterday was a busy day for me although I didn't leave my house for one step. I was like crazy keep on washing my clothes and night time help my mum prepare 汤圆...
Then today was like another busy morning, we go many places to pray our relative that had passed away and some temples...
Finally tonight will going to a meeting for the apartment stay.
Conclusion, I was busy but I'm glad that I was so busy that I feel my holiday is so cool and not bored! Tomorrow will be a better day! This few days I'll enjoy myself to the fullest!
Merry Christmas!

Te amo para siempre~~~~

~好累~

已经一年了...
2008 年已到了最后一个月了...
我在想, 过去的一年发生了什么事呢...
好累, 好累...
走了着么久,该是时候停流下来,看看08年的自己做了些什么...
嗯...我都不知该如何说起...
我只能说08年让我看到很多和
让我体验到爱情的甜与苦,
让我体验了亲情的珍贵,友情的温暖.
工作和大学都给了我不同的经验...
谢谢所有陪我一起走过了这精彩的08年的人...
不知怎么会用华文来写,如果写得不好,请原谅...
好累,好累...
可是不能停流了, 是时候继续往前走...
我一定会活得比你快乐...
一定会...

te amo para siempre~~~

阴阳

Do you all believe in Yin~Yang?

The good and evil.

People want to have a better future and keep on doing the good things....

on the other hand there's people who make all those evil things....

the question is, do you wish to make all those evil things gone?
If it really happen that the evil things are all gone, will it be a better world for us to live?

For me I believe the balance of life and the Yin~Yang explain that really well!

No matter how good a person is there will be a weak spot, same goes to the evil one, there will be a good spot on him.

As for me I'm still trying my very best to balance my life no matter how, some times bad things happen to me I accept them with my open heart 'cos I know everything happen for a reason.

On the other hand I will scare when too much good things happen on me. I believe in Yin~Yang, so I believe that I will understand myself more and balance it with all I had experienced.

So remember people, keep your life in balance.

te amo para siempre~~~~

Youth 4 Christ Camp

Well, I just came back from my 10days English course from UUM and straight away I went for a wedding dinner... I was like zero energy after that.... but my mind keep me moving on....
The day after that I when to temple with my mum and after that during night time I had another wedding dinner in Alor Star. I was like so so so tired but I knew I have to attend and after the wedding dinner I went to meet my lovely MBS friends who I miss so much, good to see them again.
This is the challenge begins....
The day after that I have to attend this camp name~Youth 4 Christ.
Belle ask us to join, so I joined together with my another hiao friend, LiWei.
At first I was so worry like don't know what will happen, can I get along with them, is there a difficulties having fun with them, 'cos after all I'm not a Christian!
Then whole concept change when I reached there, wow~~~~
They were so so so friendly and one guy name Art starts to introduce us to all the people there, nice guy!
Next, I was in the Yellow team, I were expose to my group members and they are,
QueeNee, our facilitator, very nice and help us a lot through out the camp and really take care of us pretty well.
Iise, our team leader, he is so cute and a great leader, without him we wont going to have all the fun and won the amazing race.
Johnson and Sherwin is so cute, they like always make us laugh and they did a great job to help our team.
Dennis, cute as well, she has a very wonderful voice and good in art!
Derick, another cute guy, at 1st I thought he is a shy type but he's not when he took part in the cheer!
Nicky, don't what happen to her, just many '??????'
If I got your name spell wrongly, sorry.....

Our 1st mission was to create a banner with a slogan and a cheer. Our slogan is 'Just Do It'.
Really, I had so much fun during the cheer.

Day 2, Morning work out then follow by breakfast!
Then the whole day full with activities!
I like the photo hunt where we given a list of things we have to do and take a photo on it! It was so funny and I enjoyed that really much.
Next is the amazing race, that was so much fun and our team got 2nd place. Thanks to all the team members who work together as a team!
Dinner is serve in bbq style, it was so funny 'cos the place to bbq was so small and we all just keep on squish in and try to get a place.

Day 3, we had our sharing part where we thanks everyone and talk about our feelings and what we enjoy the most in the camp.
Then there is this closing ceremony where we had to do a role play. I get to be a Devil in the play. Really funny and the other teams also did a great job for making us laugh like non stop. Then after that follow by the photo session and after that one by one of the guys there been thrown into the sea to get wet! haha...


Through out the camp we have song service and every team got the chance to go up the stage to sing some songs and our theme song, One Voice. A very beautiful song. Then we have Pastor Fransic as our speaker.
Well here I want to thanks Belle for asking me to join this camp, thanks to the people who organise this whole things.
Thanks to my team! You guys make me feel the sense of belonging, I love u all!
There's still many things happen during the camp but I just can't write all down so I leave it to the pictures to tell all of you. Soon I'll get those picture and I'll post it in Friendster or Facebook, so just check it out! That's all, Tyler signing out!

te amo para siempre....

10 Days in UUM

I can't wait for this moment for me to write down what had just happen ten days ago.
I just can't believe that in just a short ten days I can experienced so many things and learn so much and yet enjoy myself most of the time.

My heart was like breaking a part when I was going into UUM for a 10 days English course. I can't accept asking us go back there for a short in our holiday! So during the 1st day of ice-breaking session I told the class how I miss my home town and the food back then....

After a day or two, I start to enjoy the class cause it happens that we have a very nice and lovely lecturer name Pn Laili. I can say that the whole class enjoy and have fun with her during our lectures time.
There are many sessions and I can tell u that I love all of them, even the exam part! haha....

Next would be my lovely group members and they are.....
Bryant ~ a cute guy who likes to eat eat eat and eat but still score in the class!
Jia Chen ~ a cute girl that acts to sleep all the time but actually knew what had happen around her.
Yin Mei ~ a fair skin colour girl who is quiet but can get crazy as well, haha...
Boon Hui ~ our Professor, he knows every things under the sky, there's nothing he didn't know!
I really have a lots of fun with these people in the class even after class...
I enjoyed doing the role play with you all guys and discuss topic together and don't forget the 'kenlee' that made us laugh till wanna cry....
hahahaha.....

Although there's something bad happen during these 10 days but I made it out there and back to Penang again, thanks to my room mate KK, who help me when I need him. thanks. Also thanks to Ling and Jeffery who keep me awake through out the way when we are coming back to Penang, we really laugh a lot...
Deep inside my heart, I didn't regret of getting into UUM for attending this English course. I learn a lot, I have new friends and I found love...lots of loves from you all....

I still have a lot to say...
I'm telling you that this will be the first time I had the feeling like wanna start this whole thing over again but I will keep it this way as I will bring all the sweet memories with me till my dying day....
Left those that I didn't write here be a secret to our group...

Now I know what I want, now I know what is important to me, now I love you...
but I'll stop all those things here and back to basic so I'll know what's really important, what's really I want and who really I love...

te amo para siempre~~~

Perak One Day Trip

Date: 23 Nov 2008
Location: L.W.E.H car park
Time: 6.45 am


From there our journey begin, we set out from L.W.E.H and way we go to Perak and 43 of us are just ready to have fun.......
1st stop at Bukit Merah to have our breakfast! Nice cup of coffee..... wow~~~~
Then our journey continue....

Lata Kinjang Waterfall, we can saw it from far away when we are on our way going there, I was so shocked and breathtaking by the view of the waterfall.... Just beautiful ...
When we arrived there, the 1st thing I do was have a closer look and feel the water. Just cool and nice.... The view up there just wonderful with the sound of the rushing waterfall... Magnificent!

Next stop, the hot springs in Sungkai, Perak. I was so excited when I reached there.
Upon reaching there, I started to feel the heat. 1st thing I go was go feel the water there, wow~~~ is boiling hot!
Then we chose a nice spot to put in our legs into one of the pond over there where the temp is around 42-50'C. I can feel like my feet had been cooked. hahaha~~~~
The fun thing is I get to boil eggs in the hot springs!

Finally we arrived at the Kellie's Castle, a castle that build during the early 20th century. The owner to the castle name William Kellie Smith, who believe to have specially build the castle for his wife. However the castle never completed due to the death of William.
It was a wonderful place to visit, the castle is actually the extension of Kellie's original house. Unfortunately we don't get to see the whole picture of the house cause it was boomed down partially during WWII.
Inside we get to see how Kellie create his castle and there's some secret door ways in every room and a secret tunnel as well.
I strongly recommended everyone to visit this beautiful and unique building. Wonderful experience I had over there. Great!

Thanks to my mum who ask me to join her to this wonderful trip and thanks to L.W.E.H for organizing this trip. I hope next time I can join in again.

te amo para siempre....

Ready to Fly...

Well here I am, back in my home sweet home again. The battle of the final exam in my 1st semester is finally over....
Now all I can do is wait and prepare myself for another chapter in UUM.
But before that, holiday! hahahahaha.....
I went back to UUM for 10 days and I have this funny feeling that I don't know how to explain.
Suddenly I realize how fast time had past through all of us........
And here we are again, the end of the year. Soon will be entering the last month of 2008 and celebrating Christmas!
2008 sure is a happening year for me, I learn a lot and go through different environment.
Thanks to my family and friends, thank you all so much so I can walk till so far with all your love and support. I pray for the best to all of you to be safe.
There are few dark moments of Tyler in 2008 but I'm glad that I've made it out from the dark and see light in my world again. Thanks to those that hurt me so much, you helped me grow up.
I learn this from a song I had,
"it's time I learn to fall, to say the word goodbye, to feel the sunlight on my face, maybe that means I'm ready to fly..........."
I want to tell you that, is time for me to break these chains, to look you in the eyes...
To tell you that its over now....
Honey, I'm ready to fly... ....
to all my dearest friends out there, fly with Tyler, fly towards our dreams....

te amo para siempre~~~~~~

Final Battle

Well, here we are, in November.
I still remember when I was in Lower 6 where I asked one of my best friend how to go through this long and boring 1 an half year.... You know what, he told me that time flies and very fast it will be history. Well, during that time I sure don't believe that and I told him easy for him to say....
Present, last few days I went back to school for somethings and I see those juniors of mine are ready for their STPM, only that time I realise that one whole year had passed since I had mine.
One year passed...... Now I believe what my friend had told me before. Sometimes we just didn't realises how fast time has gone through.
Things changed since the day we finish our STPM way back on 2007......
It was like a dream, it was great and fun but it happen so fast.
I didn't regret I had enter Form 6 in MBS, the experience I had there was so great and priceless!

Now I have enter into the university life where a great turning point in my life.
Ever since I was a child I dream to go into university to further my studies, well thanks to my family, my friends and my teachers,. With out all of you I won't be sitting here writing this article, thank you very much.

Thought is a new life for me over there but as I mention earlier, time flies......
Now I'm facing the 1st year, 1st semester final exam. The thing is I'm still not really prepare myself for this thing.... Everyday I keep telling myself that this is new, uni life is new...bla bla bla... I just couldn't believe it that is come to an end for the 1st semester!

So, things that want to happen let it be, I'm wait for them to come.
For my final exam, one paper passed, 5 more to move one. Watch out, I'll hunt them down one by one.... hahahahahahahaha.........

Is my final, is my battle and is my war.
No victory without suffering, I'm prepared and I had my sword with me....
Ready...................... GO!

Good luck to all my fellow friends who are facing exam as well,
All the best!

te amo para siemper....

High School Musical 3

I don't know about you but for my this movie is just breathtaking!
I love this movie very very much!
To all of you out there who like Disney movie with those all time wonderful songs, well this will be a movie you don't want to miss!

When I watched this movie I think back of those wonderful days when I was back in school time.
I missed all those moments of gold I had with my fellow friends back then.
I love you all very very much,
thanks for giving me the chance to have those great memories...

So for those of you that haven't watch High School Musical 3, go watch it, you'll feel like going back to school again!

te amo para siempre.....

Hurt & Frozen

Hurt....
Is a word in my heart all this time since I was born....
Do I really feel happy and enjoy my life so far???
yes, I do but just part of me does...
There's another part of me which was in the darkness where the shadow lies....
Sometimes I feel broke inside but I won't admit....
so I will wear a mask to hide the wound...
the truth is many of you just don't know how I really feel inside...

I'm tired....
The feeling inside me is like a bucket, slowly it has been filled up with all those sorrow pain...
It turns heavy day by day, how long will this last?????

I've been hurt by someone I love....
I'm keep on telling myself that this is life, we all need to go through it, just let it go....
the question is, have I learn how to let go????
I tried and tried.....
but I just couldn't do it....
I don't know who should we blame, if this is what fate want us to go through...
I accept....
Time is a thing that will only keep on forward and will never turn back and I tell you there's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance to look into your eyes and see you looking back....
If I had just one more chance, I'll grab it no matter how just to hear your voice...
If really time can turn around, if I really have that chance, I would tell you how much I missed you since you've been away....
My world froze from the day we took our own journey....
Those great memories will stay with me, that's the only thing you have left for me....

I'm sorry for blaming you....
Sorry for everything....
I just couldn't do....
and I've hurt myself....
by hurting you....

te amo para siempre

道~tao

This is my 2nd time I went to eat at tao restaurant in e-gate.

I still remember back then during the 1st time when we go there to have our dinner is before I went into university. Wow man, times fly....

Very very fast, now I'm facing my final exam soon, this mean that I'm nearly complete my 1st semester...

Once again I join my LWEH friends for that wonderful dinner, really want to thank then for inviting me to join them.

I really had a lot of fun that night, we enjoy ourselves not only with the food but also jokes!hahahaha....

Then the food....

Ohhh~~~~~ Wow~~~~

Unforgettable... very nice.... we do enjoy and ate till very very full,

the fun thing was we finish those food very very fast, the people there was like.....shock!

hahaha...

Really great to join them and I do appreciate them very much,
they are the one who help me complete my chapter during my working time in LWEH,

thanks guys n girls....

te amo para siempre.....

Wedding Dinner

Yesterday I went to a wedding dinner with my family...

wow~~~so long didn't have that kind of dinner d...

hahaha...

The food was.....GREAT!

especially the pork! wow~~~ I love that so so much....

One more reason make the food taste nicer is because we have a long wait only been serves...

We sit there around 1 hour just to wait for the dinner to start. hahaha... people here always late.... T__T including me...

hahahaha.....

but it was really fun to gather around with family members and the food really taste GOOD!

Hope to have this kind of dinner soon but without the waiting part....

hehehe...
Last night I saw joy, I saw happiness and I saw love....

this remind me one thing that family is the most important thing is this world....

they are the people who always there for you and support you till the end...

so remember to love them and appreciate them all the time...

te amo para siempre....

Add/Drop

Yesterday night all my universy friends are very nervours including me...
'cause sharp at 12am of 27 Oct we have to add those subjects through our UUM portal...
The situation was to teribble when those subject we want to add had been all taken by others...
this get worse when the web side got hang there....

I nearly cry....
Luckily my 2 of my best friends help me to add, if not I really gone....
Back then we all were so restless and worried about what if we can't get those subject we want...
It was horrible....
I hope next year won't have this kind of problem....
we were didn't prepare good enough this time...
so next time we will be well prepare!
Yes!
All the best to all my friends in the coming final exam....
te amo para siempre...

Halloween!

Once again we have arrive the most spookiest day of the year~~~~~Halloween!!!!

Woowooo~~~


Hahahahaha.... cute rite?
Well another 4days left to reach the 'trick or treat' day!
Although is not that popular in Malaysia but it looks and sounds like fun to go around door to door to collect candies!
Well Halloween is actually the eve of All Saints' Day~~
check out the web side for the history of this special day: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/All_Saints

We all know that Halloween is all about,

witches,

pumpkin,

ghost,

mummy,

and monster, .

hehe....

Although it is scary and spooky but it is fun....

So here I wish everyone a very Happy Halloween...

Happy Halloween... watch out during night time... don't let them get in to your house!

Hahahahaha

Listen

Listen...
to the song here in my heart...
a melody I start but can't complete....

Listen...
to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release....

Oh...
I screaming out
and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or turned
Into your own...
All 'cause you won't...
Listen...

Listen...
I am alone at the crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home...
And I've tried and tried
to say what's on my mind
You should have known..
Now I'm done believing you....
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more that what
You made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own...

I don't know where I belong....
But I'll be moving on.....
If you don't,
If you won't...

Listen...
to the song here in my heart,
A melody I start, but I will complete....

Oh...
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling...
I'm more that what
You made of me...
I followed the voice you think you gave to me...

I'm more than what!
You made of me...
Followed the voice you think you gave to me...
but now I gotta find...my own...

my own...
my own......
my own..........
MY OWN..................

This is a song in my heart right now...
I hope that you can listen to this beautiful song....
If you really listen to me...
You will know how I really feel and what I really want....
Sorry for everything...
It is time for me to find my own way....
You have to continue yours by your own....
te amo para siempre...

How Meaningful...

Yesterday I read an e-mail which my friend sent to me.
I felt really meaningful and many of those things inside really true about me. ^^
So I would like to share it with u over here.
Together there are 13parts and they are;

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

So how is it? Do you really feel the same thing I felt? Do the above parts talking about you? Think carefully, don't let those sorrow things reach you.
te amo para siempre....

A story like mine

A story like mine....
Has never been told....
haha...
Haiz......

Is a great through of discovery after I had enter the uni. Life in university is totally different from what I had been through my past. Well, is time for me to start a brand new chapter now.

My Form 6 and my working life had come to and end, it was really a great and interesting chapter for me to keep in my mind....

I miss my friends, I miss my family, Jelutong & MBS...

So fast I had go through one semester in UUM, still hard to believe...is this real?
haha XD..... I feel like a dream, I'm still dreaming and wondering around.
Is not easy to adapt a new place and meeting new people....
well, now I have to keep up with this new place for another 2 and a half year...

I meet some new friends there, some are very click but some a just so derrrrrrrrr.....
hahhaaha....but no matter how, all of them had walk through my life I had learn somethings from them day by day....

And to my old friends, I still love you all very very very much...muackzzxzz

Ok, I'm going to complete the 1st part of this new chapter.
may all my dreams come true....

te amo para siempre....

Learning every single moment

Yestheday I learn something very very very new...
I'm attending a class, a music class,
I learn an instrument tat is very tranditional...
they call it 'gu zheng'

very nice sound it can make....
I hope I can learn more about it...
so tat through music...
I can express my true self....

A Whole New World

Entering 2008 is like enter a whole new world...
Everything is so different from wat I hv experinced in 2007....
but do this new world where I'm in now is a better compare to the others?

I hv new place to adapte, new people to meet n mix with...
brand new things to learn...
plans to follow with....

I know is hard n it is not easy...
every nite I think so much wat will happen next,
wat will be my next move,
wat can I do if really something bad happens....
haizzzz.....

I live in pain..
horror...
sorrow...

A whole new world is a good thing for me to learn...
but in a hard way...

to all my friends out there...
I miss all of u guys alot...
I miss the old times where we hv fun together...
I miss your love....

Good Luck n welcome to this whole new world....

Love Tyler...

working life

Haizzzz.....
I've been start working for the past 2 months....
man....it is really hard....
I miss schooling so much...
I miss my books....
my friends...
my teachers...
and my freedom...

but all this will end soon this coming May...
I hope so....
working life is so streess....
the pressure they push u is like wanna push u into the deep blue sea...

There I learn tat the outside world is freaking horror...
one point u think tat u're on top of the world...
next thing u found yrself deep under a hole...

in working place there's no where is save and
no real friends u can really make...
is u yourself if u wan to survive...

no matter how hard u try there'll be enimies behind u always..
but there r friends to help u....but not much...
be strong n make it through the rain....

I still believe tat there r some hope out there...
I still believe tat love is still around me...
I still hv my best friends n family there to support me n love me...

in my heart I love u guys so much...
and to those tat we dont get to see each other everyday...
I miss u all alot....

te amo para siempre....