Another Battle

I just can’t believe how fast time past and how great things had change around me. Well it’s been a while since I was in Penang. Ever since I’m here in UUM, I can tell you all that there is not even a single moment I didn’t miss my hometown. I still remember very clearly how all the things happen back then during those days in MBS and Jelutong. It was like yesterday only I entered UUM but now I only realize how fast time have fly, I’ll be facing my semester 2 final exam soon. This is the battle I cannot lose, is a battle not only me but all my friends out there also must gain victory. We didn’t give our best for the past war but this time we are all prepare to take this battle in order to gain victory! As I said before, no victory without suffering, so we will fight well and make it through the rain. As for me myself, I will continue to outwit, outplay, and outlast all the others who look down on me. I know all my family and friends love me and care about me very much and I will stay strong in order not to disappoint them. I love you all very much as well. This is Tyler signing out to go for a war.

te amo para siempre~~~

Home

This word has been spinning in my mind lately… I don’t know why but I know it is something important to me. Since the day I came to UUM, every single moment I spend over here I will think of this word and I miss my family, friends and everything back in Penang. Lately has been busy with all the thing in UUM, and it was a busy month, not for me but to everyone here. Final exam is around the corner and I can tell you that I haven’t prepared for this war. As you all know no victory without suffering. So the next few weeks not going to be easy for anyone of us over here. Maybe this is the reason this word has been so strongly pressed in mind lately. I remember there a song name Home sang by Michael Buble. I have such strong feeling towards this song, the last 2 phrases sound like this;

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby I’m done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It’ll all be alright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

I really hope that I will go home soon. I wanna go home… I wanna go home… Come take me back home……. Tyler is going back home……

te amo para siempre~~~

Japanese Culture Day~JCD

Most of you may think that why are we celebriting Japanese things after what they have done to our people back in those days. But culture has nothing to do with that, those was the things done by some problem people. I am so 'glad' that I join the Japanese Culture Club (JCC) and then become an AJK of the program group for JCD. Well I can say I am totally busy and nearly breakdown with all my assignments and exams back then. Plus this activity, I am totally breathless. Finally it's over. Although my slide show didn't show out but at least knew by all the members. hahahaha.... The outcome was not really good but can consider well done. I get to know some new friends and had some fun with them as well. After all I do learn more about Japanese Culture, before this I only know Geisha! hahahaha.... Some of my friends and I was very happy to take part as the ajk, this is our 1st time and there won't be the 2nd. It was tiring, we want to save our time for other uses. Here are some pictures we took during the JCD, there are more in Facebook>

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2019416&id=1378135040&ref=mf

Until next time people, this is Tyler signing out.

te amo para siempre~~~

Gems Of Life

What a life to live with, I think is every one's dream and wish to have such life. Gems is something valuable, precious and demandable by most of the people in this world. Recently I just finish watching a Hong Kong drama with the same name with my title of this post over here. Well, I have started to watch this drama since last year during my comm 2 period. A total of 82 episodes. When I started to watch, there is always one question around my head. The question is, when will this drama come to and end. Finally I have the chance to wait till this moment where it's actually ends.
I got to admit that is the greatest HK drama I have ever watched. I learned alot through this meaningful drama. I notice that what is really happen in this world. The drama told me how reality works in our real world. Business world is a cruel world with no real friends not even your own family can be trusted. A person can do anything in order to win, even though there might be some lost of life.
At the end of the story, I learn that no matter what happen....family should always stand by each other no matter what happen. Remember must always go back home, the road maybe hard to walk but that is a road to remember. I value my family more that anything, I love them and I know they love me too. Life in the university maybe difficult and hard but after I had watched this drama I think the life after my university will be more hard. I study business, so the world I will face in the future will be like this. I'm scare, worry and afraid about the future. If one day I turn to a very cruel and cold blooded person, I will write back this post if I still have the chance. I won't bring my family and friends down, I also won't hurt them. I love you all very very much. I also hope that the people around me won't turn against me. Together we fight for a better future. I love you. Once again is Tyler signing out. (written on 24th Feb 2009)

te amo para siempre~~~~

Another busy week

I'm so glad that it is all over; assignments, quizzes, exam and the Japanese Culture Day (JCD) activities had drag me crazy are all over now.....
Since the day I'm back from Penang I was so so so blur and tied up with so many things that need to be done. I am so glad that I make it through the rain once again.
Well it's was a great experience to feel the pressure around me. This is not the end I only rest for a day only. Coming up next, 2 more assignment that have to pass up end of this month. My choir group is about to perform soon and extra training will be conducted. Again there will be no time to go home.... T____T
The one I love and the one I miss has gone a bit far from me lately. I don't rather we still in love or not... I don't know rather there still space for both of us in each other heart or not. I just don't know... I wish the one can give me an answer cos I know I couldn't come up with any.... I don't want to believe that we have come to the journey's end... You promise to walk this together... Where are you when I needed you the most???
The one I was saying are my soul and my confident... I will find them back to fight this war till the end of time... No matter how, we will meet again.
Some times I just wish I can sail into the west.... Leave all this behind.... I felt tired... I feel like crying... I wish I was home and I wish I knew how to quit you.... A busy week had pass through and this is Tyler signing out. For a better tomorrow, keep you mind in one piece...

te amo para siempre......

My Love

What is love? Can anyone tell me?
Love, it can be define in many different meaning. Different people has different definition about love... Well I have a definition of my own...
This is a story... A story like mine has never been told. I certainly wasn't born to a life of a Geisha....Hey....stop stop....... That was Sayuri in Memoirs of A Geisha. Hahahhahahah....
I can say that I been through a lot, I think everyone of us does. From a child to an old man that is going to die.... There is always things about love that everyone in this Earth involves. Movie and music, I can say that almost all is about love.... Even an action movie has a love part for the main actor and actress. Some people say they never love. Derrrrrrr...... Don't lie to the world and yourself. Everyone loves someone or something at least.
In the process of love...... You can feel dozen of feelings, some of them you don't even know how to describe by word. Love your family, love your friends, love your lover and love those who love you. That's the way it should be......right? Sometimes only appear to be true on the previous sentence. I love, I love you with all I have and my everything but do I really get what I suppose to get in return? Yes? No? I don't know, that is still a mistery for me, I think not just me who is facing that problem right? You too?
Love always related to red and pink heart shape things, valentine and roses...... Sweet huh? I do think is a sweet thing when that happens. But there's a dark side in love. When love comes to a certain stage, it will turn to a different feeling, a feeling that you don't understand and you feel fear. The more you committed into your love life, the more you'll have those funny feelings. Worry, scare and unfaithfulness will soon come to find you. Avoid them if you can, if you can't then just be honest to each other and try to put things back together.
Do love sound so complicated? For me yes but I'm walking towards the way back to basic. Love suppose to be simple. Like in Moulin Rouge, the greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love and be loved in return...... I will learn that, I hope you too.... Is time for me to sign out, until next time people, this is Tyler. Make your world full with lovesssssssss.......


te amo para siempre~~~

Updates About Tyler

February has near to an end.... Well that's mark the only leave one month for me to prepare for another big war that is coming soon. Sorry for letting this blog frozen for so so so so long, I really don't have much time to go online. On the other hand I find a way to keep my blog update! I will write down all those I want into my laptop and then when I'm free I will post them up. Cool right?
Hahahahahha.....
I am so glad that I'll be going back soon to Penang on the 5th of March. I've been in UUM for one month! I break the record ever! I miss my family and home so so so much.... A busy month huh, always..... As we all know that Feb is the shortest among all other months, some more this year has no 29th for this month, so make it a complete 4 weeks!
Assignments, exams, classes, friendships, family and love..... Well, you name it and you'll get it here.... So many happenings over here although sometimes may get a bit bored. I just finish 3 papers and I still got 2 more to go. Furthermore, assignments date line is so near and I have to balance this 2 things well... Both also give me a very impact towards my final gred.... After all those has over, I think I'll be free to relax....but no, I had join an UUM activity name Japanese Cultural Day(JCD). I just hope I can reach back on time from Penang to get my job done. Apart from that... Love is still going on fill up my life and I hope it will make me happy and no the other way around.
This is semester 2 and I just keep myself up and hope I am strong enough to make it through the rain by end of this semester. I wish there will be a lot more fun and enjoyable things over here for the following semester. To those that I love, I still love you all very very much. To those I just knew, I can't love you that much but it doesn't mean I don't love you all.... For those who hate me, I wish you will feel better if that's what you think it will help you. Last but not least to all my fellow friends out there..... Don't bring me down, be strong and you'll make it through the rain....
Again, this is Tyler signing out. See ya~~~~ ( this post was written on the 23rd Feb 2009 )

te amo para siempre.....