~Little Life~

I always think of how big I was and how far I have came…
Suddenly a cold wind strike me and the whole world around me gone frozen…
This was the time I take a stop on everything and think on what I am and how little I was… Not just little but also very fragile.

The future is a mystery and most of us are afraid, I really do, do you?

Just want to share a little story to my fellow members, last few days ago while I was walking to class, during the walk something notice my attention, so I stop.
I saw a little baby bird in a big drain.
The mother was beside it, I think it had been fall off from it nest…
I stood there for awhile. I want to help but I just don’t know what to do…
I just don’t know… I felt so sorry for both of the birds…
That’s was when the strong cold wind stroke me.

How small a life can be… very, very small…
So do appreciate whatever you have and whoever you are.
Life is really short and anything can happen in split second.
We human is not that big nor we are small, we have the power that beyond our knowledge.
Unlock the power when you know the right time to do it, keep up the sprit and be a survivor!
Once again this is Tyler signing out…

~ List ~

Look how far we all have come, so take a break and look back for awhile.

How many friends in your hp list, facebook, msn or friendster can really you count on and talk with???

How many can come out have some tea and talk and share your feeling???

As for me, really not much when I really look back... Keep moving forward is important but remember to take sometime to check your list from time to time…

Don't let time take away what you really need and precious to you…

People always said that friendship is forever and it should last for eternity, I do agree with that…

So every relationship, every friendship and every single people that pass through my life so far is a gift from God…

Thank you all so, so much…

I promise myself to make my list longer and really fill it up with more people that I really can share my feeling with…

I love you… Tyler take a leave from now…

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

This is what I read from a e-mail and Tyler wish to share with everyone here.....

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full..

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.

The sand is everything else---the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Spend time with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups.. Take your other half out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the drains. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, "I'm glad you asked."

The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

Great to have everything my friends, enjoy life and be happy always.. This is Tyler from the Prince of Wales Island, signing out!!!

The Long Break Has Come To An End...

Is been a while I didn’t drop by here to update everyone about Tyler….
My 2 months holiday is coming to an end… The feeling that deep inside my heart is so, so, so down that makes me hard to breathe. I relax myself through out this holiday… I felt that the whole surrounding of Tyler just freeze… Now only I realize that I’m lost… I really am….

Going back to the forest it a must although none of us want to go back there… In order to continue the war we have no choice… The outcome from the pervious war has shown an improvement but still not good enough. This year battle will be a great one and I hope the victory will still be with me…

Another big hit that Tyler had yesterday was a tragedy… I was expecting a great brand new beginning ahead but it was not… Once again it starts with hardness and a very mean time… Tomorrow will start the very 1st small battle of my 3rd semester!

June was a great month where I celebrated my birthday with many, many best friends. After that I enjoyed the great singing in the 3rd Choralffest and thanks to the Youth members for inviting me to have fun with them. Later my cousin visited me with her ‘ang mo’ friend from AUS. Other than that I am happy to have a great movie to enjoy with before going back to the forest, Transformers! I am so glad that You can watch it with me…

Wish me will have lots of good luck when I step into the forest. July has been started and as well as a brand new Tyler with the survivor sprit back again… I had lost something during this holiday but I gain many others… I love you…

See you people back in the forest yo!!! this is Tyler signing out… muackxxsss

The 3rd Penang Choralffest

Well again I had joined the choralffest. I still remember the 1^st fest where I was still in Form 6… I don’t know what had kept me for joining this fest but I just did! For this year fest I have no regret for joining it. Every year will have something new and this year we have a competition among ourselves! WOW!!!

We are separated into 4 groups:

Arioso

Brillante

Cantabile

Dolce

Tyler was in the C group which is Cantabile! Each group will perform 4 songs. Each song for a category and they are, Early Music, Jazz, Contemporary and Show Choir!

Group Cantabile has given the chance to perform these 4 songs which are;

See, the Conqu’ring Hero Comes

It Had To Be You

The Two Curved Sticks of The Drummer

Double Trouble (Harry Potter)

These songs are so great that it keep on in my head after the performance…

Beside that I go the chance to gather will some old friends from MBS and we have fun together for that busy 3 days. At the same time new friends also had enter my life…… Thank you people… I love ya still … It had to be you…

Until next year for another choralffest, this is Tyler signing out…

Make sure you keep yourself away from trouble if not there will be SOMETHI NG WICKED THIS WAY COMES!!!

Just thank you~~~

I’m glad that I have come so far…
This road that I had taken is not easy for me and I think many people also have the same idea…
My parents have give me the most wonderful birthday present ever that anyone could give me… Thank you mum and dad…
In this 8000 more days I had live… I survive and I will continue to survive and make my life full of wonderful things…
The memories that I will take it with me will last forever… I am so glad that I have so many people around me to fill up my book of life….
My friends… My brothers… My sisters… You all mean so much to me that I cannot live without you all… From the bottom of my heart, you all complete me…
My birthday had been a wonderful day and I want to thank you all for that…

People from Jelutong, I thank you all for the great memories during my secondary school moment… From there I gain a brother, the power of three, my fellow sisters and many best friends for life….

People from LWEH, you all gave me the working experience that I can never ever imagine and thanks to those who look after me back in Pharmacy and Finance…

People from MBS, my Hou Gong, my U6A1 friends, my fellow brothers and sisters you all make my life so, so much more alive and I never regret that I entered that class… I know that many of you all also have the same feeling… Arts One is the starting point of our friendship and there will be no expiry date for this fellowship… I love you all…

People from UUM, a short period of time only we had met but the feeling is so, so strong… My 4 special people that I always mix together (Ming, LeYing, Bear, Eju) great to have you all together with me… Those brothers in Proton, I love you guys more than ever, my Eon people, I shall not forget you and those that I have met for the past 2 semesters, thank you…

Special thanks to all the teachers, also thanks to my Jian for the wonderful movie date, hahaha….
And also thanks to those friends in facebook, Friendster and msn…

My book will still have a lot of chapters to go and I will fill it up with all those that I love and those who love me… I love you all so, so much…

22 is my number and I love it, once again thank you all so, so much…
Muackssssssssssssssss……………….
Tyler signing out from here... see ya...

承诺…

承诺, 到底是什么…
就是因为承诺, 给我带来了不少痛苦……
可能是我执著, 可能是我的任性,
而让我感到如此的痛苦……
有人说, 许下的承诺就是欠下的债…
这一直对我来说都是对的…
经过重重的痛苦, 我已经对承诺失去了信心…
我从错误中学习, 我从深谷里爬起来, 与此同时也从遥远的对岸游过来.
我终于学会了一些, 其实人生也可以很快乐,很幸福的.

幸福有时只需要放手, 放下现有的东西才会感觉到眼前的快乐,
抓得太紧可能会抓伤彼此之间的感情.
任性的我总是知道自己抓的太紧, 太执著在承诺而不懂得放手…
可是我现在懂了, 我在慢慢的放开与放手…
因为我知道太执著只能把我的幸福带走…
我醒了, 我领悟到了…
那你呢???
你有没有抓伤您的幸福呢???