I was there, was I???

Once again the mid term examination is here to hunt us down. Together I have to go through 6 papers, so far 2 down and 4 more to go. Will I make it through the rain this time?? Will I?? Perhaps yes or maybe no…
This massive amount of pressure is so powerful and I don’t know rather I can break it this time… Anyway I will have my way to break it, Tyler’s way!!! Wish me luck!

Today’s question is, was I there???
‘There’ can be someone, or somewhere, or something that I wish to meet, to go and to have. My mind creates some images that told me I was there but I dread that was only a dream of mine…
I’m still here, where I was in the Dark Lord’s hand…

In the words of Tyler, I will be ‘there’ when the time has come. My wishes will all come true when I reach ‘there’.
Tyler wish to be ‘there’ for one simple reason, you’ll be there…
I was ‘there’, this is Tyler signing out to be ‘there’….

Where am I going to???

My heart was so stormy, just like today’s rain… None stop crying…. I am confused and worried about many things….

Things that were….

Things that are……

And Things that have not yet come to the past…..

All this things was wondering around me and I felt like the whole body of mine has fallen into the dark….

I’m now searching for the light that will bring me back from the Dark Lord who has taken me into the land of shadow…

I will walk, I will run and if I can fly I will fly into the place where I can find this light…

I remember I’ve been there before, it was sweet, comfort and peace… I promise myself I will go back there once again…

Well the thing is that I’m lost at no where, I don’t know where to go and who should I be with…

Now, I have 2 questions to ask you,

~So what happen now??? So what happen now???

~Where am I going to??? Where am I going to???

My Mid Term Holiday...

One week ago I was still trap in the prison forest, UUM. Once again, times fly and tomorrow I'll be going back there again... T____T
Well this one week had to be so happening and keep me busy all the time. I still remember I came back to the Prince on Thursday and the activities had began....
1st up I go shopping and meeting for the Survivor camp 2009.
A night after that I was in my very favorite place, Jelutong Market! Having breakfast there make me have a feeling of being a small kid again. Shopping in the wet market was a great challenge though I use to shop there during my childhood. Continue shopping with Grace and Miss Por in Sunshine was like crazy, cos I just knew that Miss Por hates durians, how could she??? Durian is the King, cannot being treated like this... wahahhahaha....
The very same evening I went to USM for attending one of my best friends convocation, it was great to see him graduated & start to make his own dream come true... Congratulation Ban...
Well that very same night I was in my grandma's house for making wan tan together with Mum & Desbow... Busy, busy and busy will be the only word...
Saturday will be the day, the day where we all being waiting for, the Survivor Camp 2009!!!
That morning I was busy till no time to breathe, I have to go to Grandma's house for making jelly for my nephew's birthday, he is so, so cute... Love him so, so much....
With no time to lose after the jelly things, I rush back to my house to prepare things for the Camp. I was late but manage to make it there.
That afternoon till night was great, we have fun till the fullest... Many of us got wet and hundreds pictures had been taken during the Camp. That night we have a cake cutting ceremony for Miss Por & Grace, Happy Birthday! The night end for me by drinking volca and drunk at the end...
Chapter 2, Monday was the day, Ban, Ching, Von and me went out on that night to redcafe and we had fun chatting & updating each other.
The following day was redbox, wow, red again... Well, I sang like crazy and let me surprise of something during we all sang in that box. wahahahaa......
Wednesday off for washing clothes... Tired.... T____T
Yesterday was great, busy morning for praying at my grandma's house and at my house during night... After a while KY, Grace, Ting Ting, Moon and me went to surprise Miss Por with a birthday cake!!!
Today will go back to MBS and tonight movie...
Tomorrow going back to forest prison... T_____T
I'm looking forward for the next one week holiday, I will fight in the up coming war... I will win with all my strength... I will... This is Tyler signing out....

~Boring Day~

Today I stay at home whole day, I went out just to fetch my mum for about 30 minutes. The rest of the time I was in the house...
Early morning I had my breakfast and then online, online, online.....
Afternoon felt hungry, so find something to cook for lunch.
I had porridge for lunch! I cooked that for myself, I never ever cook porridge before, this is the 1st time.
Luckily it turn out to be eatable! wahahahhaahaaa....
Finally when to take a nap before going out to fetch my mum...
Here I am sitting in front of my pc online again...
Once again going to enter the world of dreams....
Until next time, this is Tyler signing out to sleep.....
muackssssss..........

~The Breakout~

26 July 2009, I was so shocked by the big breakout of the influenza, H1N1.
The whole campus was like hit by a thunderstorm….

The breakout was like a great evil is coming…

Suddenly I realize that the campus networking was so amazing…

The news of closing down the whole Uni was like just few minutes ago but when I came out from my class, all those people along the way are nonstop taking about the breakout and shut down.

Within an hour, the whole Uni starts to move, I saw thousands of people getting ready to leave and grabbing for buses and taxi…

The whole situation got more serious when the news or rumour said that the main gate of the campus will be close soon….

Some people without any thought, they start to walk out the Uni, I was like OMG, the main gate is so far away to all our hostels…

My feeling was like hit by double thunderstorm, I felt like I was in a horror movie that many zombie will come attacking us…

Finally thanks to KY, I was able to get off the campus and safely reached my home sweet home…

The campus will shut down one week and I hope after this one week the situation will turn better…

Hope everyone will be all right!

This is Tyler signing out….

Part of Your World

What would I do to live where you are?
What would I play to stay here beside you?
What would I do to see you smiling at me?
This will be the questions I always ask and sing them out from my heart…
But some questions just don’t have a way to lead an answer…

Tyler believe in miracle, perhaps there will be answer to all those questions...
So where would we walk? Where would we run?
If we can stay all the in the Sun…
Just you and me then I could be part of your world…
This is Tyler singing out from here!!!
Muackssss….

~Little Life~

I always think of how big I was and how far I have came…
Suddenly a cold wind strike me and the whole world around me gone frozen…
This was the time I take a stop on everything and think on what I am and how little I was… Not just little but also very fragile.

The future is a mystery and most of us are afraid, I really do, do you?

Just want to share a little story to my fellow members, last few days ago while I was walking to class, during the walk something notice my attention, so I stop.
I saw a little baby bird in a big drain.
The mother was beside it, I think it had been fall off from it nest…
I stood there for awhile. I want to help but I just don’t know what to do…
I just don’t know… I felt so sorry for both of the birds…
That’s was when the strong cold wind stroke me.

How small a life can be… very, very small…
So do appreciate whatever you have and whoever you are.
Life is really short and anything can happen in split second.
We human is not that big nor we are small, we have the power that beyond our knowledge.
Unlock the power when you know the right time to do it, keep up the sprit and be a survivor!
Once again this is Tyler signing out…